i wonder if anyone still goes to this thing? hehe...im guessin no..coz no one reallie knows about this but my frend, marvin..hehe..mah baby's daddy~

REUNITED

:: chapter 1 ::

"..im sorry, trish, i think we should stop being friends.."

I can't believe it..my bestfriend..doesnt want me anymore..what did i do?! There's no point of me staying here...

I moved to California to go live with my Mom.

A few years later. I decided to go to a college where i was raised. Back to the place of pain..and hurt.

"It feels so weird to go back to a place so familiar..but then it seems like you don't know anything about it anymore..."

..ring ring

"hello?.." an unfamiliar voice answers the phone..

"uhmm..hi..is Aaron there?" i asked..

"wassup..who diz?" he replied..

"oh heY..its trish..remember me?" i answered..there was juss silence on the other end..

"uuhh..yea..of course..how can i forget" he mumbled after awhile..

"i was in town and i was wondering if i could ask you for a favor...i juss moved out and moved back here and i was wondering if i could stay over there for a few days til a find a place to live at..?" i said.. man..i hope he can help me out..

"Yknow i'll do anything for you...where are you right now? i can go pick you up if you want..."

"I'm at the airport...thanks Aaron, you're a lifesaver.."

[at the house..]

"i'm sorry but we're gonna have to share a room for now coz my cousins are here for a vacation but they're gonna leave soon..so you can take that room when they do."

"Aaron, thats no problem..its not like we never shared a room before...haha..remember when i used to sleep over..this was like my second home..man..good times.."

"I guess you won't be needin a tour..haha" he said..*phew* its nice to know nothing really changed...

"so, Aaron, hows everything? Anything new?" man, im so exhausted [*falls down on the bed*]

"Nothing really, got produced for singing...but i'm on a timeout..its too tiring..how about you?"

"hmm..nu..th..in...ZzZzz"

:: chapter 2 ::

*yawns* Damn..that was a good sleep..OMG..i slept for friggin 16 hours...i gotta get ready and start lookin for an apartment...

Aaron was already downstairs..fixin lunch..

Man, she has changed a lot. She's more beautiful than ever. I wonder what brought her back here? damn..She's so pretty..

"Hey..Aaron! Where's my big luggage at? i can't find it..."

"its in the closet by the big box..."

"Hey..you think i can borrow your car for a bit..i'm juss gonna be out for a couple hours..im just gonna look for a place to live"

"No..." he said..laughing

"pleeaassee?" i whined..

"You know i'm not gonna let you stay anywhere else but here..right? Just wait for my cousins to go back home and you can live with me..no one really uses that room anyway coz my old girlfriend moved out when she broke up with me..."

"Thanx Aaron, You've done so much..lemme take you out for dinner tonight..so i can make it up to you"

"arite..we'll go to dinner at 8..is that koo?"

"uh huh..hey..look at me..whut do you think i should wear this pink shirt or the white one?"

He stood there speechless...just staring at her..

"hello? earth to Aaron, i dont have all day you know..i hafto go look for work,"

"uuuhh...the pink one.."

"took you long enough..so can i borrow your car now? please?"

"keys are on top of the table by the door.."

"thanx.."

:: chapter 3 ::

..knock knock

"Hey are you ready yet? man..you've been getting ready for at least an hour now and we're only going to dinner." Aaron says impatiently..

"Hold on..i dont wanna look like a scrub while im out with you...coz unlike you..you had a wardrobe stylist..so you're ready to go in a minute..wait..come in and zip me up"

Aaron sighs..damn..she looks like an angel..she look so gorgeous..so perfect..still.

"What do you think? Does this look good on me?"

"uhmm..thats perfect..absolutely perfect." Aaron mumbled.

"Aaron, thank you so much.." She gives him a tight hug and a peck on the cheek.

They went out to dinner and talked for hours..catching up on everything. Aaron finds out that Trish never got with anyone while she was living in California. Trish was kind of down for a bit when she found out that he lived with his old girlfriend, Karla. After dinner, they went home..and on their way to up the stairs..Trish steps in her dress and falls back (*hehe whutta dorQ*). Aarin catches her fall...she looks at him..and its like..everything froze..they stood still..they just looked at each other...then he kissed her.

"uuhh..im so..r..rrry.." Trish apologized as she tried to regain her balance and pulled away from him. Aaron just stood there looking at her. She went in the bathroom and touched her lips and smiled. Oh my gosh. I can't believe i kissed him...after all these years, i finally tasted his kiss. Shit. This can't happen. I'm scared. I know i still like him..i still have the same feelings i had for him as before..but this time i think its different..if it aint my imagination..i think he feels the same way..

Aaron changed in the room and knocked out.

:: chapter 4 ::

Trish opens the door and finds him sleeping on the bed.

..i cant believe it..am i really fallin in love with my bestfriend? its been years since we've last seen each other and now that we're back together..so much have changed. He looks so good..so cute..so..so perfect.

She sits on the bed and just stares at him.

"Hi" he murmured under his breath.

"H..hi," I replied and went over to my bags.As I reached in to grab whatever I can grab hold of, He stared at me non-blinking.

"What is it?" I managed to stuttered out to him without looking. He cleared his throat.

"Nothing," he replied and continued to stare. I bit my lower lip and pulled out my purse. I quickly stood up and was about to turn, but he held onto my wrist. I didn't dare stare at him. If I do....he'd probably just kiss me like before...I wont stare at you...I wont!

"Let go of me please?" I questioned him w/o eye contact.

"No," he answered. Dang it! Make this easier for me alrite!?

"Huh..please? I really need to go," I pleaded him.

"Why? What for? I missed u," He told me. What? Missed me? It's only been 10 minutes

"Huh...just let me go," I murmured. He pulled me harshly towards him. I lost my balance for I was expecting this to happen. When I finally could stable myself again, I was kneeling beside him on the bed. He held onto both of my wrists.

"Why are u so shy around me?" he asked. Shy????

"I...don't act shy around ...you," I replied trying to act as cool as possible. He just grinned.

"Why are u lieing to me?" he asked and moved closer to me. I moved my body away frm his.

"I...I'm...n...ot...lieing," I replied and looked straight into his eyes as he came closer. There was only a inch between our faces now. He smiled.

"Then why are u stuttering?" he asked me. I bit my lip. That's too hard of a question.He grinned and leaned towards me. I looked away frm him.

"Stop, I dont want to kiss u," I told him face to face. He laughed. What's so funny? I'm trying to stop frm falling in love with u!

"Dont want to kiss me? Hmm...so u're saying that I'm a bad kisser?" he teased me. I shook my head and then quickly nodded my head. U idiot!

"I see, so what u gonna do if I kiss you huh?" he challenged me. I looked at him.

"Are u challenging me?" I asked. He smiled.

"Alrite...if u kiss me...I'll....shout and scream until someone gets up here," I warned him. He just grinned at me

"Alrite, we'll see," he whispered into my ear and directly kissed me on the lips. I tried to scream, but my voice and sense was all lost with his touch. I tried to push him off, but my strength was all gone inside.I was...falling in love...

As he kissed me, I went down to into a sitting position as he towered above me. When he finally pulled away to get some air, he was on top of me on the bed. I just layed there and looked at him. He smiled and kissed me again. His hands wrapped themselves around my body as he gently pushed me down onto the mattress.

"Aaron.... stop," I told him between kisses. He shook his head and held me close to him.

"I'm serious...stop," I requested. He finally pulled his lips away and stared into my eyes. I stared back at him totally confused...and in...love.

He sat up and pulled me up also. He left me on the bed as he walked over to the door and locked it. I swallowed hard. Please dont do nothing stupid!

He came back and took hold of my hands. He brought me over to the windows and sat there with me. I felt hopeless and totally weak in the heart when he's near me especially this near. He put his arm around my shoulders and rested my head against his chest. We sat there in silence as he rubbed my arm up and down.

"Are u cold?" he asked me after a while. I didn't move nor make a sound. I can't believe this at all...wake up! Wake up Trish!

"Trish, are u alrite? Is something bothering u?" He asked me and kissed me on the head. I shook my head quickly and pushed his arm away.

"I can't do this," I told him. He stared at me, blankly.

"Do what?" he asked. I bit my lip. Aaron....please dont hate me, but I just cant!

"Fall...i...in....love....with you," I murmured under my breath slowly.

We just sat there..in silence. It seemed like forever..then i realized..all that time..my hands were in his. I stared at it like it was the very first time my hand was in someone else's..they looked so perfect together..like my hand was meant for his.

"No...im not gonna lose you this time.." he whispered. " i let you go before..and im not about to make the same mistake..I Love You"

"huh..what are you talking about?" i questioned him..all confused.

"Do you remember the last time we were together? I was so scard that maybe i was falling for you..so i had no choice but to pull away."

Trish just looked at him in the eye...trying to see if he was really serious. Their face started to come closer and closer..and they kissed. She pulled away after what seemed like a million years.

"I moved away from here because i couldnt believe that you didnt want me anymore. I was hurting so bad i had to escape from it."

"im sorry for what i did..i am..i...i.." Aaron stuttered but was cut off when his phone rang.

:: chapter 5 ::

"i'll get it" Trish offered..since she was kinda sitting on top of him.

"hello?" I said..Aaron just waited..lookin at her..thinking who would call him this late.

"Aaron? This is Karla...I...I just need to...talk to you. I love u a lot. Please come back to me? I'm sorry that I let u go, but hey, everyone makes a mistake rite?" she replied on the other line. My blood ran cold.

"Do u remember those words that u said to me? U said that u loved me, but...why are u not giving me another chance...?? Answer me Aaron." she pleaded desperately. I just hunged up quickly and sat down on the bed. Karla...she loves him...and look it here.... I'm trying to break them apart....should I ask him if they're still going out or not?

I looked at Aaron. He smiled at me..not knowing what i just heard.

"Who was it?" he asked.

"oh, it was a wrong number i guess." i said.

"Trish..i...i..i love you." he finally finished what he was saying.

I didn't know what to say. I cant love him. karla loves him. I cant just break them apart.

"Aaron, you know i feel the same way about you" i responded..looking down.

He stood up and sat beside me. He held my chin and looked at me straight in the eye. i hate it when he does this. I get so lost in his eyes..its like i fall all over again.

"What's keeping u away frm me then?" he asked in a whisper. I stared at his brown eyes. They look as if they were gonna drop some tears. I swallowed hard. please...dont...cry!

"I....I...can't...tell u," I stuttered and look away. There was no direct answer yet.

"Is it bout karla?" he questioned me. karla? No...but she...is part of it...

"I knew it. That was her that called huh!?" He murmured and held onto my hand.

"We're over already, but she still keeps on calling me and stuff," he explained slowly and quietly. I just sat there and looked at our hands. He leaned his head against mine.

"I dont get it. She was the one who...wanted to break up and now she wants me back," he admitted to me. I just grinned.

"Well, maybe because she loves you," I answered his questions. He looked at me.

"She doesnt love me. She hated me. Never said a nice word to me unless if she wants a kiss or something," He blurted out. I smiled to myself. He's the same guy i knew before. he still likes his woman to be true to him with body and heart...

"Are u thinking about something?" he asked me. I shook my head and sighed. He held me closer to him. His body was nice and warm. I wanted to stay there forever, but I just cant.

"He...I," I started , but he hushed me up.

"Go to sleep," he assured me. I grinned and shook my head.

He placed my head on his shoulder and sang me "Now and forever," slowly.

"Now and forever....I'll be.....ur man," he whispered to me as I closed my eyes.

:: chapter 6 ::

The next few days passed by so fast. I was the happiest as i can be. I was sitting in a cafe with Aaron..suddenly..a girl comes up..its Karla.

"Aaron..why have you been avoiding me? is she the new girl? You'd rather pick her than me? she's not even worth half of me." She dissed me bad. People started laughing, but kept their distance.

"Karla stop it!" Aaron shouted at her. Still karla continued to yell at me. Tears came to my eyes for I wasnt those type who can stand any troubles or yelling.

I stood up and tried to walk away. Aaron grab a hold of my hand as he stood up but Karla pulled his other arm and tried to kiss him.

"Get off me, you whore" he disgustedly screamed at her face. "Why dont you just continue fucking around and leave me alone. Get outta my life!!"

"Dont go! I wont lose u to a little brat like her!" Karla shouted at once. Before I could move or anything, she slapped me in the face. Everyone stopped talking at once and stared in disbelief. I stood there and held onto my cheeks.My tears finallystarted fallin continuously. He let go of my hand and tried to stop karla from hitting me anymore.

"trish..." He started, but I ran out the door before I could hear anymore of this. Tears streamed down my face. So this is what I get for loving him? For loving the perfect man in this world? Rain began to pour down on me.

I just kept on walking...it has been hours. It already stopped raining and my clothes were starting to dry up. I was lost but i didnt care..i just kep on crying..the pain wont seem to go away..i can still feel Karla's hand on my face.


...i dunno whut to put yet..haha..finally..i ran out! lol..okay..ill ba baQ soon

I AM BAQ..lol..coz marvin wants me to finish it..IM TRYING..lol

...hah..jus read it..so funny..kinda stoopid to make the story go like this.

:: chapter 7 ::

The next few months went by soO fast. Our Love grew soO much stronger. Life was perfect...but i knew it was gonna come..someday.

"Hun, lets go to the room now..im gettin bored" he said with an evil grin.

"Yea, babe, in a bit" i said while watching TV but he held my arm and started to drag me playfully.

We went in the room and pushed me on the bed.

He gently laid on top of me and stared at me like i was a painting.

"Hun, did i ever tell you..that you were the most beautiful lady i've ever set eyes on? If i havent..You should know that." He said as he placed his hand under my shirt. I was just speechless. I still couldn't believe that he picked me..a normal gurl..outta a million..a singer as rich and famous as him..picked me. Maybe its true..there is heaven on earth.

He started kissing me. His kisses tasted soO good..i seemed to get addicted to it. Then he started kissing my neck...it felt soO good. By the time i was back to my senses..i was half naked. I open my eyes and i see him naked! o_O~

i pushed him away and went under the covers..

"Why? Whuts wrong?" he asked..

"i..im not ready..whut if it hurts? whut if i bleed? whut if i get pregnant? whut if..? whut if?" i juss started givin him these weird questions. He had to hush me with a kiss. I was silent for awhile..i could sense that he was pissed.

"i..im..so..rry..i..i guess..im juss scared.." i murmured. He was just quiet.

:: chapter 8 ::

After what happened that night, i just had to get some time away from him. I decided to sleep over my friend's house, Tina's.

I was sitting by the window that faced the backyard when I heard the doorbell rang.

" Oh...hi Aaron..whuts up..whut are you doing here?" Tina asked surprised.

"Tina, I know she's here. Please. I need to talk to her. Im going crazy without her." he said..trying to make Tina feel sorry for him.

She looked at him..trying to decide what she should do...finally..she sighed "she's upstairs."

"Thanx Tina, I owe you" he said as a smile formed on his face.

Tina thought to herself. "god..he's soo friggen foine!?..no..i shouldnt say that..he's Trish's man..i shouldn't even look at him"

"Trish...I know u're in there....I need to talk to u..," Aaron's voice slowly and softly told me. I was so nervous that i started to bite my lip. grr..why couldn't he just leave me alone for a few days..IM NOT READY

"Open the door...please?" he asked softly. I didnt move, but my lip was starting to bleed little by little. What are u doing here?

There was another knock.

"I...I was a fool...please...Trish...," He said even more. This time, his voice sounded hurt...sounded sad...sounded.. broken. My hands started to trembled. No...I cant give up.. I need to let him know that he cant treat me like this...that's why I'm here. He doesn't love you.... he just wants to hurt you... I shook my head.

"Leave me alone! I dont ever want to see u again! I hate u!" I shouted at last and ran to the bathroom that was made in my room. I slammed the door shut and buried my head in my arms as I leaned against the sink.

He leaned against the door, strucked with her words.

"Hate...hate me....Trish...please...," He thought and bit his lip hard.

"Dont be crying rite now...dont cry. I didn't mean to make u cry...I dont want u to cry now... I just wanted to tell u...that I'm sorry...that I was wrong...that...that I love you," he softly apologized through the door not even knowing if she was listening or not. He slowly went down to the ground. He buried his head in his lap with tears trickling down his pale cheeks with love and longing for.

:: Chapter 8 ::

I sat in the bathroom for a long time. I didn't know how long, but I knew that it was very long. I finally stood up and opened the door quietly. No sound. I looked to the door, his shadow was still there. Aaron....why?

I thought twice..i wasnt really sure what i should do. I walked to the door. I reached to open the door, but my hands froze right as it touched the door knob. I can't...do this...I can't...Aaron...just go away...please????

"Aaron...u've been sitting there for the last three hours! Come down and eat dinner!" Tina's voice shouted up the stairs.

"No...thank you. I'm not coming...until she comes out..or talks to me," He replied. Aaron...why are u doing this? Just let me be!
I slowly unlocked the door and opened it. Aaron looked up at me and stood up. I refused to show any expressions on my face.

"Trish..," he murmured softly. I looked away frm his brown eyes and walked out the door, but He grabbed my arm.

"Let go of me," I demanded in a regular tone of voice. He shook his head.

"Fine...," I replied and pulled my arm away frm his grip. He pushed me hard inside my room and slammed the door shut. I sat right on the ground for I lost my balance. he quickly pulled me up and held onto my shoulders. I looked to my left. He sighed.

"I'm sorry Trish...I really am..," he started. I grinned.

"Why dont u believe me?" He asked softly. Why dont I?

"Why dont I? coz its like everything that was in this relationship doesn't seem to be there anymore because all you wanna do now is have sex with me." I said with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Its not that. I love you whether you have sex with me or not..its just that..our relationship isnt all emotions..you know that..right?" He said.

He's right. I'm wrong. How can i think of him so stupid and so low. How can i be so naive and close-minded...

:: Chapter 9 ::

"I love u...," he said and looked up at me. I sat there...not being able to say anything in return.

"Aaron...I..," I stuttered to him quietly before he kissed me on the lips slightly and then tenderly. His hands move frm my shoulders to my waist as he pushed me down onto the mattress. I was defenseless...helpless.He pushed his lips on mine harder as he got on the bed himself. He was on top of me when I finally reopened my eyes. I stared at him. His eyes were just a few inches away frm mine.

"You dont have to...just tell me when to stop" he said..it was as if he knew what was going through my mind. He shifted his whole body over me. I could feel him...every part. His heart, his soul, his love, and his hardness. I just took in a deep breath as he did so. His hands moved frm my waist down to my legs and stayed there. I shivered at his touch of passion.Aaron smiled and layed his head on my chest gently.

"Ur heart is beating...fast," he told me in a whisper. I closed my eyes.

"Ur heart is the same," I replied to him. Aaron and I stayed in that position until he lifted his head up instantly.

"What is it?" I asked him. He shook his head.

"Forgot to lock the door," he said and got up. Aaron locked the door and turned off the lights. I sat on my bed in darkness. Not knowing where he is or what he was doing. Aaron...where are u?

"What are u doing?" I asked him in the dark. He hushed me and played a slow song on. I shivered as he opened the window. The moonlight shimmered into my cold room with the stars shining in the background. I could now see his shadow coming towards me. I backed up until my back was touching the wall. Don't do anything stupid...dont.

"Trish, why are u so far away frm me?" he asked me softly. I swallowed.

"I'm...just cold," I lied and hugged myself. The same questions slipped my mind. Im so scared. When i finally stopped thinking about it, he was right next to me.

"Are u alrite?" he asked me whispering into my ear. I nodded my head not sure if he could see or not. He kissed me on the neck.

"Don't be scared..dont be shy." He told me and pulled me off the bed. I was on my feet when he touched my waist carefully.

"Dance with me." he said. I gave in and followed the way he moved. He pulled me right up to him.Our bodies touching...our hearts revealing...our minds...lost.
He layed his head on top of mine.

"I missed ur touch...," he murmured to me. I held on to him tighter. I missed u too...

"I wont let u go...ever again," He assured me. I smiled in the dark. Aaron...I love you...

:: chapter 10 ::

We continued to dance until my eyes were gently closing by the minute.

"Are u tired?" He asked me. I nodded my head as he held me closer to him. He was warm. He lead me to my bed and told me to go to sleep.

"What about u?" I asked him yawning. He turned off the music and closed the window.

"I'm sleeping too," He answered me. What? Where? How?

"Where? Back at ur house?" I asked him wearily. He smiled and touched my face.

"No...here," he replied and slipped into bed himself. I sat up quickly, startled.

"What's the problem?" He asked me in a whisper.

"U can't..I mean...it's not..right," I told him, worried. He placed his lips on mine. His kiss always seemed to make things better..it seems like it makes me forget about every fear.

"I wont hurt you. I promise," he assured me. I was still worried, but something inside of me told me to trust him. I bit my lip and layed down on my side, facing away frm Him. I couldn't see what he was doing, but I could feel his body moving around the bed. When I turned my head to face him, he had taken his shirt off. I swallowed.

"What?" he asked me as he layed down next to me. I shook my head and turned the other way. I hugged the pillow. Aaron tapped me on the shoulders.

"Yes?" I asked him which came out more like a whimper than a word. He laughed quietly.

"Why are u hugging the pillow and not me?" he teased me in the dark. I grinned.

"Because...it's softer and it wont complain if I'm holding it the wrong way," I teased him back softly. Aaron was strong, he turned my whole body with just one slight movement. I looked straight into his eyes when he stopped.

"Oh really? Well, maybe u should try me," he whispered into my ear and held me in his arms. I smiled and layed my head on his chest with my hands around him.

"Good-night," I murmured to him as I finally closed my eyes. Aaron kissed her on the forehead.

"Good-night...my love," he replied to her and held her closer to him before going to sleep.

:: chapter 11::

I stood by my school as I saw Aaron running towards me frm the distance. I smiled to myself and took a step down from the cement stairs, when a car pulled by me. I stopped and looked at it. A man got out and pulled me into the car.

"Stop!" I shouted at him. The man ignored me and pushed me inside of the car.

"Aaron! Help me!" I screamed. I could hear him runing towards me, but the car drove off before he got to me. I sat in the car silently frozen with fear. The car zoomed past some red lights.

"Who are you!? What do u want!?" I asked him. The man grinned and turned a corner. At the same time, a truck came the same way. The two cars collided together.

I was transported to the hospital. I was in the bed, hardly breathing...with Aaron by my side. What is going on? What is this? My dream world? The future?


The day turned into night. Aaron went to sleep in a chair a few feet away frm my body.What is this? A nightmare? Why am I seeing this?

A dark figure came in and walked towards my body on the bed. I couldn't see who it was...or what it was doing.

"U'll pay for this. You stole him from me. I told you to stay awa from him, but no..you just had to take him away from me. Aaron will be mine forever," a familiar voice told me and the figure raised a knife over me. I tried to scream, but nothing came out.

"Aaron!" I shouted at last. Someone shook me hard on the shoulders.

"What is it!?" Aaron's voice asked me. I opened my eyes and realized that it was a nightmare, but why did it seem so real?

"Are u ok? Were u having a nightmare?" he asked me. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes. He wiped them away and held me closer to him.

"Dont worry.Everything will be alrite. It was just a dream. Nothing more," he assured me and told me to go back to sleep. I nodded my head and pushed my body up against his for warmth, protection, and reassurance. That voice...in the dream...Karla???

:: chapter 12 ::

When I woke up the next morning, Aaron was sitting by my feet with a plate of food in his hands. I yawned.

"Hey." he greeted me and smiled. I grinned and pulled the blanket off of me. I sat up and cracked my knuckles. He handed me the plate of food.

"I still need to brush my teeth u know," I told him and stood up. He laughed and placed the plate on my drawer. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me.

"What was u dreaming about last night? U scared me." he asked me softly. Last night? The scene came back to my head. I shook it away.

"Just...a nightmare..," I replied quietly and pushed him off of me. I went into the bathroom and looked at me in the mirror. My eyes were dull, my lips were pale, my face was flushed with red. Night mare....of me...losing...u.

My eyes filled up with tears of the thought of losing him.I brushed them away and told myself that it was just a dream.

:: chapter 13 ::

Since we're back together, we decided to go to the beach and camp out for the night.

I sat there. Thinking. What if i never came back? What would i be doing right now? Who am i with? Im so glad this is how things got to be..me and aaron..i think its fate.

"U ok?" he asked. I smiled. Aaron playfully blowed my hair back and forth.

"Quit it," I told him. He jsut smiled.

"What's the problem? Why are u so sad?" he asked me. I shook my head. Aaron grinned and picked me up. He ran towards the beach. Oh crap! He's gonna drop me in the water!

"Babe stop!" I shouted, but was a little late. He already dropped me. I stood up instantly and brushed my hair out of my face. He stood there and laughed. I punched him in the arm.

"Ow! Why u fiesty?" he teased me. I narrowed my eyes and started my way back to the shore when He grabbed me by my waist.

"Dont go now," he said and pulled me towards him. His lips met mine and his hands went down to my legs.He held on of them up and wrapped it around his waist. I pulled my lips away frm his.

"What are u doing?" I asked him. Aaron smiled.

"Nothing that u dont know of," he said and pushed me towards him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and letted him gently kissed my chest little by little until he got to the tip.

"Can I?" he asked me.

"Can u what?" I asked him. He smiled and raised his eye brows. I shook my head, but he did it anyways. I moaned at the touch of his mouth.He took off my lower swiming suit in the water.

"Aaron!" I shouted and pushed him off of me.

"Not here!" I said and pulled it back up, but he stopped me.

"Oh come on.Stop being so childlish," he said and pulled me up against his manly body.

"U bad boi," I teased him and pulled it up any way. He grinned and smiled.

I started to run away from him..back to the shore. He caught up to me and lifted me up on his shoulders..

"You've got nowhere to run to now..." he said laughing.

He put me down as we reached the shore. I was about to run away from him again.. He held my hand and pulled me close so fast. He kissed me and the world seemed to stop. It seemed like there was no one there but the two of us. I pulled away and looked at his brown eyes. Please tell me you'll never break my heart. We started walkin back into the water..when the water was about chest-high, we stopped. He look at me and smiled..then he kissed me so hard that we toppled over..making us both drop underwater. It was magical..

:: chapter 13 ::

"Sheesh..we're you trying to kill me'!?" he said breathlessly.

"Watever. U were the one who tried to drown me," I corrected him. He smiled and kissed me on the cheek.

"At least I didnt kiss u so hard that made u go down on ur knees," he teased me. I punched him on the arm and leaned on his chest. His heart was beating so perfectly.

We just sat there..watching the sun set.

"Babe, If there was one thing in the world that u had to choose...what would u give up and what one thing would u keep?" i asked to break the silence.

"Well...huh...I'll give my life up to keep the one who I love to stand on this earth," He said suddenly. I stared at him. Would he really?

:: chapter 14 ::

Aaron reached out his hand to hold mine. I smiled and looked out the window. The rain dropped down on the car like a rythm.

"What are u thinking about?" he asked me. I shook my head in return.

"Nothing," I replied. He gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Dont worry that I dont love u. I really do..," he assured me for the 100th time now. I smiled and pinched him on the cheeks.

"And u...if u dont gain any fat...I'm not gonna love u forever," I teased him. He laughed.

"Aint I fat enough?" he asked me. I shook my head.

"U look like a walking stick." I teased him again. He smiled.

"U should look at urself before saying things about me." He said and laughed. I playfully punched him on the nose.

"Would u really?" I asked him after a bit.

"Would I what?" He asked and parked outside of our home.

"Give up ur life." I said. He stared at me.

"Of course....I'll rather see u smile and live than to live in darkness and pain," he told me and kissed me gently on the lips. He really does...love me....

"I love you," I finally told him. He pushed his lips up to mine even harder.

"I love u too," he said.

:: chapter 15 ::

Three months have passed us by, and today was Aaron's birthday. I stood by the door of my school and waited for Aaron to come and pick me up.

I stood in my place and looked at my watch. 6:00 p.m. It started to snow lightly down on me. I shivered as one snowflake landed on my cheek. Where is Aaron? Why is he late? Is he okay? His car finally pulled up to the stairs. Aaron smiled and waved to me. I grinned and climbed in .

"What took u so long?" I asked him.

"I had to do something," he explained and drove out of the city.

"I thought that we were going to have dinner," I told him. He smiled.

"We are. Not just in the city though," He said to me. I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Wake me up when we get there," I requested frm him. Aaron nodded his head and wrapped one arm around me.

:: chapter 16 ::

When I woke up again, I was on a bed with a blanket over me. Where am I? Aaron?

My eyes searched the room for him. There was a fireplace across frm the bed, a table with wine and food, a patio, a wide tv screen, and windows for the ceiling, but no Aaron.

"Babe?" I shouted out. No reply. Where is that nerd? I told him to wake me up when we got there! I stood up frm the bed and walked towards the table. There was a note. I read it out loud.

"To my one and only true love,

When u wake up, I'll be waiting for u. Go up the stairs and the first door to ur right is where ur knight in shining armor awaits his princess. I'll make sure u are satisfied tonight. I'll make sure everything is alrite. I'll hold u close and tight. Just close ur eyes and dont tell me any lies. If u want me, dont deny. Just follow ur dreams, just follow ur heart. There is nothing in this world that can make us part. My love is all for you, baby girl, all that I say is true in this world.

With much love and affection,
Aaron~ Mahal kita..."

I smiled to myself and folded the note carefully. It couldn't be hard to make those words up. Besides, he write some of the songs that they always sings anyways.Still, it must've took him years to write the right words. I laughed softly and climbed up the stairs....

:: chapter 17 ::

Sure enough, there was a door on my right. I slowly opened it and Aaron was sitting in a chair. He smiled.

"Took my princess long enough to wake up," he teased me. I laughed and walked over to him.

"That was a nice note. Thanks," I thanked him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He blushed. He looks so kyoote when he blushes.. *^^*

"So what u wanna do?" I asked him and walked over to the window. It was snowing outside. He came up frm behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed me on the neck before answering.

"Whatever u want to do," he whispered into my ear. I smiled and leaned my head against his body.

"U sure about that?" I questioned him. He nodded his head.

"Alrite. I want some food," I admitted and He released his grip frm me. I went down the stairs first with Him following me slowly.

"U really that hungary?" he asked and took out the food he brought. There was cake, wine, fruits, noddles, chicken, and some other stuff.

"Wow...u trying to make me gain weight aren't u?" I teased him and sat down. Aaron laughed.

"Well...the girl who I'm with should look good, not too scrawny." He replied and smiled. I narrowed my eyes at him and digged into the noddles. Aaron sat across frm me and poured a glass full of wine into my cup.

"I'm not gonna finish all of that," I told him. Aaron shruged.

"Save it for later then," he answered and ate the food himself. When we were finally almost full, He opened the box which held the cake. It was mostly chocolate.

"Wow...," I told him and stood up besides him. He kissed me on the head.

"It's only a cake you noe," he assured me and laughed.

"Well, happy birthday Mahal," I said to him and gave him a soft kiss. He was about to blow out his candle when I stopped him.

"How are we gonna get back to the city when it's already 8:00p.m.?" I asked him touching his arm. He winked.

"U are not serious are u?" I asked him alarmed. He nodded his head.

"Why? Dont u trust me?" he asked. I nodded my head and shivered at the thought.

"But...u noe...we're not married yet!" I said and looked up at the window ceiling. He bended down on his knees and took a deep breath.

"Just calm down. Give me a chance to make a wish first," he whispered and got back up on his feet. He closed his eyes and blew the candles out. I stood there and looked at him. He reached into his pocket.

:: chapter 18 ::

He pulled out a small box and took hold of my hand. He made me sit on the bed while he kneeled down on one knee.I tried hard to not show him that I wasnt comfortable.I swallowed. Dont propose...dont!

"Trish,we've been together for not so long...yes, I know, but I've liked u since that day that i first met you. I fell in love with you when we went to our very first dance. U were in a white dress with ur hair down....u were an angel to my eyes...," he started. I bit my lip hard. He stared up at me.

"I never thought that I would...get a chance to hold u in my arms. I loved u when I broke my wrist....and u came in. U held a rose in one hand and placed it by my bed. At that time...I was pretending to be asleep....I remember those words that u said...," he continued on. I swallowed and held back my tears. Omg...he heard every word....

"U said to me, that u will pray to the stars to make me feel better....and to make me finally see u more than a sister...and I did. It took me years...to tell u the truth about...my feelings that I hided....now...I can't let u go...," Aaron said and looked up at me. He had tears in his eyes.

His fingers slowly opened the box, and a ring with three diamonds was held inside. They smiled up at me. I didn't know what to do or say. I was struck with excitement, surprise, and fear. Aaron took a deep breath.

"Trish...would u kindly be my fiancee?" he asked slowly not blinking at all. I bit my lip harder....where is my mom when I need her the most? Should I say yes? Should I say no? What the h*ll should I do!?

I took a deep breath.

"Aaron...are u sure about this? I mean, dont u think it's kinda...early?" I asked him hoping that he wont burst into tears. He nodded his head.

"I know that it is early for you...but for me...it's been something that I've been wanting to do for years," he said softly. I made up my mind.

"Aaron...yes...I will," I finally managed to say out of my mouth. He smiled and slid the ring onto my finger. He stood up and hugged me. I just hugged him back. Tears streamed down both of our faces. His, because of love, mine, because of joy.

:: chapter 19 ::

Aaron wiped my tears away and held me close as we danced slowly around the room. I leaned my head onto his chest and closed my eyes. I couldn't been happier in life.

"Are u tired?" he asked me after a while.

"No," I replied and hugged him tighter. He kissed me on the head gently.

"U want to go to sleep now?" Aaron questioned. Sleep? What for? Why...oh....I get it..I took a quick glance up at him in hesitation.

"Huh...I...uh...," I stuttered to him. Sh*t! I didn't expect this! Should I do it? Hmm...omg! Help me!

Aaron laughed.

"Are u nervous?" he asked. I nodded my head and swallowed hard. I'm such an idiot!

"It's ok if u dont want to u know...we can just sleep regulary," he said kinda disappointed. I bit my lip. Should I? I mean, he's my fiancee now....and I'm his...but what is this I feel? Doubt? No...more like embarrassment!

"No...it's not that...it's...it's...," I stuttered out again to him. He smiled and took me towards the bed. He made me sit and he kneeled on the ground again.

"U're embarrassed, is that rite?" he asked softly. Dang, he really knows me...

I nodded my head and blushed. He placed his hand under my chin.

"We can wait," he assured me and kiss me slightly on the lips. Wait????

"Are u still....a...virgin?" he asked me in a whisper.

"Y...yes," I murmured out. He smiled and laughed. What's so funny about that? I have respect for my body! dduuhh..why do you think im so scared!?

"No wonder why u are so nervous! I thought so...," my fiancee said to me and sat down beside me.

"Is that so bad?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No..that's good...which means...I'll be ur first," he teased me. I punched him on the arm.

"Well, u arent gonna be if u keep on teasing me like that," I told him. He smiled and kissed me. I was drowned in his kisses. He pushed me onto the bed and layed on top of me.

"Oh really? Well, let's try then," He said to me. I bit my lip.

"Dont be scared...dont be shy...I'll be right here by ur side," he assured me and kissed me again. He pulled the covers up on us while he took my clothes off...one piece at a time. By the time I pushed his manly body off of me...I was gasping for air. I was totally naked under him while he still had clothes on. Aaron looked under the covers also. He swallowed hard.

"Dang...it's better than I expected it to be," he admitted and laughed. I didn't understand that.

"What?" I asked him. Aaron shook his head and took off his shirt. This time, it was my turn to swallow. Aaron kissed me again and again. When he stop, his whole body was on top of mine. I layed there and looked into his eyes.

"U look beautiful tonight," Aaron told me softly and touched my face with his hand. I smiled up at him.

"U look perfect urself," I said in return. He smiled and kissed me on the chest.

"Are u sure...u wanna do this?" he asked while he layed his head on my chest. I nodded my head. I wasnt sure if this was right or not, but...I trust him...with my life.

" I dont...want to force u," he murmured. I ran my hands through his hair as I felt his pride against mine.

"I'm sure," I whispered back. Aaron lifted his head up and kissed me tenderly on the lips.

"I'll go slow," Aaron said. I wrapped my arm around his back as his hands went down under the covers. I could feel them spreading my legs slowly and carefully. I gasped as his privacy touched my opening. I closed my eyes and waited for him to invade. Aaron kissed my lips. I parted them for him.

"Open ur eyes," he said. What? My eyes?

I slowly obeyed and when I did, he smiled. Aaron pushed down on me slowly. I could feel what was happening down there. It was hurting me, but I wanted more...some how. He eased deeper in and in until I moaned softly.

"Am I hurting you?" Aaron asked me. I shook my head quickly and held onto him tightly. He pushed a little fast now and that made me gasp for air. His mouth kissed down my neck to my chest, to my breast while he was still controling the atmosphere under the covers. I couldn't do anything. I stayed there for him and felt the joy and pain all at once.I was helpless yet in paradise. Aaron slowly kissed my nipples one at a time and each time, I would moan or groan at his soft lips touching my skin. When he finally stop, he looked at me. His face was flushed red with passion.

"Are u alrite?" he asked me still not pulling out of me. I nodded my head and kissed him. Aaron kissed me back.

"One last time," he told me and pushed deep inside. All I could see was darkness as the throbbing object struck me. I was totally lost yet was found when Aaron's hands went down to my waist and started to withdraw. I stopped him.

"We should stop...u're hurting," he said softly. I shook my head and kissed him. I wanted more...once that I felt it...I wanted him...I needed him.

"We still have a life time," He assured me.

"I need u. I want to feel u again," I pleaded him. He grinned. This time I wrapped my legs around him as he plunged down softly and hard at the same time. He suddenly stopped and rolled over to my side, gasping for air the same way I did. I smiled at him. He smiled back.

"I love you," I said softly to him, tired. He nodded his head and held onto me closely.

"I love u too," He repeated. As he held onto me, I could still feel his pride resting against my skin, his heart beating wildy, his body full of heat, and his love...that was placed inside of me. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes.

:: chapter 20 ::

As we drove back to the city the next morning, I was having a slight headache.

"U ok?" Aaron asked me and held out his hand to hold my own. I nodded my head.

"Kinda dazed." I murmured to him. He laughed.

"From making love?" my fiancee questioned me. I rolled my eyes. How stupid can he be?

"No..frm the wine!" I told him and kissed him on the cheek. Aaron smiled.

"I wonder how your cousins will react when we tell them," I thought out loud.

"They'll be happy for us...and I'll be happy for you," Aaron assured me and stopped at a red light. I leaned my head on his shoulder and sighed.

"Loving u wasn't easy....," I said at once. Aaron smiled.

"I know...it took me six years to tell u...," he admitted and I laughed as he blushed. He turned the corner and we were at his house..well, the guy's house.
He helped me out and we walked to the door.

"Oh hi..how was the night? Pretty good I guess?" One of em teased us. I blushed hard and Aaron smiled.

"It was perfect...a little more than I expected," my fiancee played along. All his cousins else had their eyes wide opened.

"And yes...she agreed," Aaron added.

"Agreed to what?" Eric, his oldest cousin asked him. Aaron held out my hand for them to see clearly.

"So when is the wedding?" Eric asked Aaron.

"Hmm...I'll say on her birthday," he replied to Eric and smiled. My birthday...but that is like....in three months!

"Three months?" I asked him surprised. He nodded his head.

"Yeah...is that so bad?" he asked me and sat down.

:: chapter 21 ::

I sat on his bed flipping through pictures as he changed his shirt. I still swallowed hard at seeing his top less body. It just looked to good.

"Who's this?" I asked him as I stumbled across a little boy in the picture album. Aaron sat down next to me.

"Hmm...that'll...be...me," he admitted and blushed. I laughed at him. The photo sure did not look a single thing as he did right now. The little boy was all covered in mud and his hair was sticking out of every corner there is.

"Oh be quiet. U act as if u never saw this picture before," my fiancee teased me. I smiled.

"I never did.That's why I asked u," I told him and closed it. He pulled me down onto the bed while he covered me in kisses.

"We cant do it again...not tonight anyhow. I have school tomorrow remember?" I told him as he pushed me down, hard. He smiled.

"I know.I just want the world to know that u're my lady and that I am ur man," he said softly teasing me. I closed my eyes and let him in...again that night.

:: chapter 22 ::

I walked down the stairs that was in front of the school building, when Karla appeared.

"Hey," she greeted me. I took a step back, alarmed. I still remember last time when we meet. She slapped me.

"Hey," I repeated and turned to her left to walk away.

"Not so fast," she stopped me. I looked at her. Her eyes stared back with hate and she smiled.

"There's a little something that I must show u," she told me. I bit my lip.

"There's nothing that I want to see...including u," I said firmly and pulled my arm away frm her grip. Out of nowhere, two guys pulled me into a car. Karla laughed and got in herself. I tried to scream and break through their grips, but they were too strong for me.

"Now, now Karla. Behave urself. We're just gonna show u a little something," Karla assured me. Tears came to my eyes as she said that to me. Aaron...where are u?

I didn't know where we were going, but the car stopped outside of a building. Karla got out and the two guys dragged me to my feet.

"Here it is. U know where we are?" she asked me. I didnt move. I was too afraid to move.

"Funny...I wonder why Aaron didn't bring u here.I'm pretty sure he loves u a lot," Karla added on and on.I remained silent.

"Well, he sure aint gonna let u go, so...I guess I'll have to do that job myself," she said and slapped me hard again. I held back my tears.

"U stupid little girl. Why are u trying to steal him frm me? Don't u know who I am? Dont u realize how much people want us to be together? But I guess u dont. U're just an ordinary person...who got lucky." Karla shouted in my face. She hitted me again. She walked around the place and grinned.

"Leave her here,"Karla said and got back onto the car. The two guys let me go and pushed me.

"Stay away frm him. Or u'll see something that u wont expect." she warned me and drove off. I stood there and looked up at the sky. I wiped my tears away and searched through my back pack for Aaron's cell phone. Luckily, I brought it long with me.

"Aaron? Come pick me up....please...," I said softly into the phone and hanged up.

:: chapter 23 ::

It's been a few weeks now and Aaron told me not to worry about Karla.

He told me about him going back to singing because he wants to save up for our future together.

"Come on, I want to show u something," he said to me on the day of their fan meeting.

"Dont u have a fan meeting?" I asked him. He nodded his head and smiled. He kissed me on the lips and dragged me into a room.

"Stay here," he ordered and walked back out. I heard a loud noise of crowd shouting, but I remained silent. What does he have in mind this time?

"I want to introduce someone who is...very important to me next to my fans.She is the love of my life," Aaron's voice ranged out. Everyone went quiet. Omg....dont tell me that he's gonna show me in public!

"Trish, come on," he said and opened the door. I shook my head.

"I cant go out there! Ur fans are gonna cry!" I told him. Aaron smiled.

"If they're truly my fans, they'll understand and be happy for me," he whispered to me as we walked onto the platform. I blushed hard as He kissed me right there in front of everyone. There was a loud sound and another. Gun shot?

"Aaron!" I shouted to him. Everyone started to run around and scream. There was another shot.

"Trish, Aaron!" Eric's voice was the last thing I heard before blacked out.

:: chapter 24::

Aaron grabbed her and ran out the door of which his other group members ran out also.Blood was trickling down his hands frm her waist.

"Someone call the ambulance!" he shouted to them once they got to the back stage.

At the hospital:

They waited in the lobby as Trish was being operated in the emergency room. Aaron sat down and rubbed his head.

"It's all my fault.I shouldn't have made her come out with me.It's all my fault." he shouted and punched the chair. Eric stood up and walked around the lobby desperately hoping for her to awaken from a coma. Eric was trying to comfort Aaron then a few seconds later the doctor came out of the operation room.

"She's...barely making it...," he told them. Aaron bit his lip.

"how bad is she?" Eric asked the doctor.He shook his head.

"Lost to much blood....too much..," he murmured and took off his glasses. Aaron bursted into tears.

"U're lying!" Aaron shouted at him. The doctor shook his head.

"I'm sorry...really sorry...she wants to see u...," he murmured and walked off. He slowly walked into the room with a heavy heart and low hopes.

:: chapter 25 ::

My eyes slowly opened with pain by my waist. Aaron stood next to me holding my hands. I smiled weakly. Tears dropped silently out of his eyes. I wiped them away slowly for my strength was letting me go.

"Dont cry..," I told him which came out hardly as a whisper in the air. He bit his lip. I could tell how much this was hurting him....how much it was hurting me...but it was time...now...

"I'm sorry," I apologized to him.Aaron shook his head.

"Sorry for what?" he asked softly. I swallowed.

"I'm not gonna be able to keep my promise...my vow...ur wish..," I murmured to him. He started to cry again.

"Dont say that!" he shouted at me.

"U're gonna be ok!" he assured me and wiped his tears away. I shook my head.

"Don't try to keep my hopes up, Aaron...I know...we all know...I'm dying...slowly," I said and held my tears back. The thought of dying was the worst thing I have ever feared next to losing Him. Now...I'm facing both of them, because of someone out there who had to disapprove of our love...because...because she loved him too. He squeezed my hand.

"No...u cant leave me like this. Not now..not ever!" he shouted at me.

"I have too...I cant do nothing to help it," I replied slowly.

"Eric...thank u," I thanked him and coughed. I stared at Aaron, using my every strength to live longer. I took off the ring that he gave me. I handed it to him.He shook his head. Aaron hugged me instantly.

"Dont let go...please...u have to make it!" he shouted. I closed my eyes painfully at the sight of my love crying because of me, having pain because of me, and not letting go...because of me....

"Aaron....loving u aint easy....nor does losing u...I never thought of losing u this fast...this bad...or this painful...I love u," I blurted out before everything turned white to my eyes.Aaron...I love u...always

The ring slipped out of her hands onto the floor with a small sound of love. He closed his eyes painfully and refused to let her go.

"Loving u...aint easy..."

the end? i think..maybe in a few days..a sequel..haha! [ o8.13.o2 ]